HeaL THe WorLd.....

There's A Place In Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways To Get There
If You Care Enough For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For Joyful Giving
If We Try We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

PrisoN breaks......

Last weeks..mmg mati2 ingat dah last episod..siap 4 years later lagi..aku dah hampir nk nangis, tgk pusara Michael J.Scotfield..huhu..hampir2 je..

tp, aku still smangat gak nk tggu depan tv tpt kul 10.30pm, last monday..mana la tau kan..sbb siangnye aku dah usha The Star punye paper..mmg still da lgi, The Final Breaks..then....dia smbung lagi cite sal Sara plak msuk prison sbb bunuh Christina..pe2 je la diorang ni..

Tapi...cuba byangkn, Prison Breaks tanpa Michael Scotfield...haha..aku mmg xdpt bygkan..xnak pun..mmg la engineer otak geliga sorang tu..huhu..

Nilah..aku tgh2 merencana..pttukah aku beli je dvd prison breaks ni..dah la mhal..pttke aku masukkn dlm list bajet tahunan aku ni..haha..ni aku kena istikharah dulu...cuma, aku takut...aku ni klu dah minat trlebih ni, xsempat nk istikharah aku dh guna otak & hati jadi juri..

Macam komik Detektif Conan, dari volume 1-64 aku dah berjaya kumpul...cuma ade terselit 2 or 3 volume yg aku blum brjaya dptkan lg...skang, aku tgh nk kmpul Penyiasat remaja plak..haha..mmgla aku ni...tapi, idea yg kat atas tu kira hold dulu..cz aku de planning len untuk thn ni...

mg ni nak blik kg...dah plan nak bwa abah & mak kuar pi shoping & outing cz..last monday my abah birthday yg ke...54 thn. Mg dpn, nak pi cuti2 M'sia dgn dayah & miza...mg depan lg, nak shoping dgn miza...sesambil wat cermn mata baru..maklumlah, dak tu nak konvo next month...

"Kau & aku adalah satu..
tak kira apapun...
segala rintihan aku...
engkau..selalu ada..
biar kata memisah kita..
biarkan saja..kerana..terbiasa...."

Sakit tu....KafaraH Dosa...

About 2 weeks aku xonline sesaja..xupdate blog..xusha fs..emel apatah lgi..sebab..MALAS..tp, kat ofis, surf internt gak tiap2 hari..tp xdelah, wat keja selain dr yg nmnya keje sprti yg didefinasikan oleh my lady boss..huhu..selalunya kat ofis, aku check compny punya bank je..sesambil buat int-banking transaction..sesambil usha gogle klu tetiba my boss mnta cri info..sesambil buka website mn2 gov punye jab..

sebab MALAS...penat kut...balik2 keje je trus merehatkan diri..
lagi...setakat ni, reason tu je yg paling utuh & kukuh...then, maybe my body xbape stabil kut + my emosi sekali...huhu..ni mmg kdg2 berada di luar alam sikit..

klu dah nmnya keje bhgn account & HR ni mmg xde lain, month end je aku kena kuarantin..que wajib yg aku kena jwb tiap ujung bln...."Shila, gaji dah settle?..Shila, bila gaji?..Shila, surat dh sign?...Shila...diorg dah pi bank?" Ayat tnya je mcm2 versi..tp, info yg diorg nak tau...sama je..

Dan satu lagi..tetiba plak..ulser mulut dtg menyerang..ni mmg spesis yg menyakitkn..dah la dia dtg bertemankan demam..ni mmg buat aku lgi xde mood..xde mood nak brcakap..xde mood nak makan...sume skali, cukup 1pakej...sbb nak cepat baik, sume petua aku hemtam...minum air? mmg aku try mengkerapkan diri untuk minum air..garam? mmg dah aku letak kat ulser tu..w/pun, bergenang air mata gak tahan sakit..makan mknan pedas & keras? yg pedas tu mmg aku xbolh makn, w/pun kekadang aku mkn je..makan pun, sume yg lembut2 je...nasi pun, ada 2 or 3 hari gak aku xmakan, sebab xlalu nak makan + sakit...ari2 pun, ak mkan nasi dgn sup je..tu pun, bape suap je, nasib baiklah, perut ni xmeragam sangat...huhu..berat badan pun turun lagi..selalunya, 2 or 3 hari lagi,baiklah..insyaallah..skang, aku xsanggup dh letak garam...pedih sesangat, aku letak bonjela je..ok sikit la...slalunya, klu aku kena, xdelah truk sngat..ni truk sikit, mgkin sbb dia berlaga dgn gigi..& xsedar kut, aku tergigit ulser tu..tu yg agak sakit tu..

#sakit tu...kafarah dosa...insyaallah. dat's means, Allah sayang kita...

Love is paiN..paiN is.....cryiNg...

"Remember those walls I built,
Well, baby they're tumbling down..
And they didn't even put up a fight..
They didn't even make up a sound..
I found a way to let you in..
But I never really had a doubt..
Standing in the light of your halo..
I got my angel now..."

"Umur bape?"
"24.."
"Tak pe..muda lagi. Ada dua tahun lg masa, enjoy dulu..dlm 26 tu, sedang elok la kalau nk kawin..."
"Betul..betul..."
"Tapi, jangan jual mahal sangat...muka tu jangan dok masam je...Senyum sikit..Bukan apa, lelaki ni, kena tawan dulu hati dia, nak tawan hati dia, senyum je. Tapi, jangan pulak dok sengih memanjang..."
"Err...okay..."
"Perempuan Melayu ni bukan apa..jual mahal sngat..haa..tgk, lelaki2 melayu skang, byk dh yg kawin dgn foreigner..."
"Ohh.."
"Pak cik ni bukan pe..seronok tgk anak2 muda zmn skang kawin ikut adat...sejuk hati mak bapak.."
"Emmmm..."
"Haa..nanti, jgan pulak cari foreigner..cari lelaki melayu..."
"Insyaallah..."

This conversation was ended when my destination already arrived...
Lokasi: Dlm Teksi with a friendly pak cik..

> 24? isn't still young?
> 26? Isn't the right timing to get married...
> Smile? Is hard to smile actually..esp, for a guy dat we didn't even know...lg2 jenis aku yg spesis jln xpndang org..menonong je..> Maaf la ek, klu korang rase aku xtegur korang klu tetiba aku trserempak dgn korang kat mn2...
> Jual mahal?...err...feel exclusive mybe..
> Then..mcm cik miza kata...aku xprnah nak cuba bagi peluang kat hati untuk terima cinta tu, dat's why la, cinta tu xpernah dtg...klu dtg pun, mmg aku xsedar pun..
klu sedar...haha..that's call I'm crying..huhu..because Love is pain...then..slowly, it will ended with happiness..because Love is between me & you..who is you? will be anybody..you choose...