[Silence MODE…]

I’m making the biggest history today…for my self actually. I even didn’t realize it. Suddenly, it does happen…2 ½ year working, I’m never wear ‘baju kurung’ on Friday, usually I’m wearing blouse. Its actually my habit since study, coz normally, I didn’t have any class on Friday or maybe just have one class in the morning, so, usually, I’m wearing blouse or t-shirt on that day when I’m going to faculty. Its just happen like that..and become a habit.

Honestly, I’m not mentally normal today. That’s maybe the reason. I just pick up the next ‘baju kurung’ I should wear. (Well, I’m actually a systematic person, usually, I follow the sequence..). Suppose, I pick up the next blouse…or maybe, I forget today is Friday already.

Then, I deeply thinking…sometimes, people didn’t realize. They might do the unusual things when their mind is not feeling well…haha..it just happen to me. What can I say? ...nothing. Coz I already sit in front of my PC, wearing ‘baju kurung’ today. Lets bygone..be bygone. Its doesn’t matter, as long as I’m wearing the proper dress, right.

The problem is, what’s I’m thinking of right now…for this time being, there is no solution yet. Or maybe, got already, but I’m not sure whether the solution is the best or not…I keep thinking that in every second of time since last night. Surely, I can’t sleep well…++ I’m also dreaming an awful thing. Huh…terrible. It’s so troublesome. But the truth is there…I have to face it, whatever it is. I feel relieve a bit, coz I’m not do anything awful yet. Hope, it will never happen.. But, totally I’m not stable yet, I had just quarreled with someone..coz he did not call me back, telling me he can’t make it. He supposes to call me, so I can ask somebody else to do the job. Its totally urgent, cause I need to submit the document by today, I keep calling him since Monday, and he promise to make it. Just now, he told me, he got another job, that’s why he can’t make it…if that’s the reason, he should not promise me at the first place. He make me angry..totally. It is not my company, it’s your company. You should responsible…(it is another story from above…it just cause & effect relationship..hehe..).

Ok done..maybe, I need to be calm…its ok if I feel angry with the right person. It is totally not okay, if I suddenly angry with other person. But, surely, never mess up with me for this time being, cause, I’m not sure I can control my emotions…huhu…but, I have problem in determination of my anger…silence mode, it’s usually I’m doing. Or maybe crying….haha…that’s the best solution, right. ~

# May Allah Bless us….ujian itu kaffarah dosa. Jika itu takdirnya, kami redha…moga, kau kurniakan kami kekuatan untuk menghadapinya. Kerna, hanya Kau Yang Berkuasa atas segalanya.

[Whatever it is…we’ll support you]

Sangat kecewa…sangat sedih..but, the truth is there. We loss…kita terlepas pingat emas. Tapi, walau sekecewa mana pun kita, sesedih mana pun kita…kta tak mampu nak bayangkan kekecewaan & kesedihan diorang sume yg brjuang bermati-matian utk merebut emas buat Negara. Sedang mereka menggalas harapan Negara dgn selangkah lagi dapat menggengam emas, nyata, rezeki bukan brpihak pada kita. Lalu, kenapa pula kita harus menuding jari kesalahan pada mereka. Mungkin ada serba sedikit kesalahan yang tidak sengaja dilakukan..tapi, nyata, it’s a game..and they just a human like us. Not perfect…kalah menang itu adatnya. Janganlah pula kita meyorak kemenangan mereka, tapi, bila kalah..di hentam habis-habisan. They are good fighter..they do their best, but it’s a fate…

Dato’ Lee Chong Wei, Koo-Tan, Takraw berpasukan…though you all got the silver, it’s okay, as long as you do your best. Coz we’ll support you till the end. Tapi, serius, sangat kecewa…sebab kita mengharap kilauan emas. I watch almost of their game…but, lets bygone be bygone…hope, Takraw will give something for us soon…thanks to Dato’ Nicol & Azlan..you both cheer up our day…then also for the other gold medalist, Chai Fong Yin, Azizul Hasni, Alex Liew & Adrian Ang….

9 gold medal is not impossible…though is really hard to get now…for all the Asian Games 2010 athlete..Gud luck!! Chaiyokk!!! Ganbatte ne…!!! We’ll support all of you..

[The Awakening & The Struggle]

Just finish read part I & II The Vampire Diaries, novel version…by L.J Smith..
Will looking forward to read part III & IV – The Fury & Dark Reunion..
Bought from MPH…30% discount…well…its awesome right!!!

Season 1 for the series…ended already…
Emm…much more different for both versions…
Like there were different stories…
But the main character still the same…[Stefan Salvatore, Elena Gilbert, Daman Salvatore, Katherine Pierce, Bonnie, Matt, Tyler Smallwood, Caroline Forbes, Alaric Saltzman…etc]
The different… [Meredith, Aunt Judith, Robert, Margaret…etc]...There are no such people in the series…
Jeremy, Elena brother [revealed to be her cousin]…his character not included in the novel...
Vickie Bennet in novel, seems like not being Matt’s sister [as my understanding]
Elena’s auntie in novel, turn her name to Aunt Judith..has fiancée named Robert.
Meredith knowns as Elena’s best friend other than Bonnie..
Damon is likely being more evil than the TV series…
Then, the novel is highlight as ‘Deadly Love Triangle” [totally playing around the main character]

The plot…little bit different... for attracting difference audience maybe..
That’s the special for both version..
That’s why, I love both…
And of course the novel is more complicated & detail….but quite interesting
Because it is out of my expectation…though I’m not totally understand every single words…still improving my vocabulary skill..well, that’s why we use dictionary right..

Ok then…seems like I love reading English novel lately…
Naaa…I’m still looking for JS Novel…soon to order their latest novel… [Set of three: Suka Saya, Ya? Suka Saya, Tidak, Warna & 3 campur 1 = SATU ~ I want to save the courier charges..hehe. That’s why I’m not buying yet..]
But, just after buying The Fury & Dark Reunion… How come I miss that one after finish the Part I & II…right??

The Fury??? Elena had been possessed by Damon already. Haiya….terrible!!!
That’s why I can’t wait to read the next volume…chill!!!

# Actually, I already bought the 2nd volume – The Fury & Dark Reunion…coz the discounted price will ended at the end of Oct. As usual, please avoid the grammar mistake...~

[iMtiaz@MidValley again….]

Unplanned gathering….
Sunday morning, got called from Aishah & Dayana, want to gather somewhere.
Incidentally, cik miza appoint me as her chaperone on that day…in MidValley, the strategic place ever..haha..

So, we just deal to meet there…though, on Saturday, I already going there to meet my dearest sis. Huh…already tired. But, I’m going there just after Sungkyunkwan Scandal finished [repeated version cz on Tuesday, Vampire Diaries sessions..hehe…].

Then, we meet at MidValley exhibition center..KLPF’10. well…its dayana. Finally, just three of us..cz the others still tired after attending Akmal’s wedding. Naa..its okay, its happen before. We just walking there…nothing to buy. Oh ya…sempat kami pusing-pusing kat exhibiton yang satu lagi, Indonesia mari. Sesambil, smpat Aishah capai flyer-flyer Bandung, for her future…definitely.

Lunch time…food junction. Ayam penyet,...thats my choice, together with Miza & Aishah…well, guess who we meet there….Mimi & G-joe…++ their baby girl on coming, just a few week more…they plan to watch movie, just after taking their lunch. Alang-alang, we lunch together. Sempat Aishah distributes her wedding card [w/pun, tuan punye card kata, compulsory…Insyaallah, akan diusahakan utk cuti, tp, xleh janji gak…huhu..]. So, biasalah, klu dah namanya jupe se-imtiaz, borak tak ingat dunia. But, its interesting right…that’s the beauty of imtiaz then…

Then, window shopping time….nothing much, jalan-jalan je…

Time to go back..Penat dowh…miza pun dh bgi signal nak balik, penat sangat katanya, sbb dia kluar umah kul 7pg lagi, survey tpt interview utk hari Isnin..++ mngantuk..haha..
So, around 5pm…kami pun berpisah…while hugging with Aishah, sempat dia pesan…27hb ok..haha…insyallah, I’m taking for granted.

# well miza…I’m the greatest chaperone on that day right??/…haha
~ pada kwn2 imtiaz yg rsa tersinggung tak diajak utk brjumpa-jumpaan, maaflah yee..its totally unplanned…klu plan pun, biasanya mesti korg dh ada plan lain, lagipun, bkn wat apa2 pun, lepak je…(^_-)p